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Thursday, May 14, 2009

things are going to get easier...

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I just wanted to thank everyone for their kind words in the last post. It always strikes me as a little odd, and quite frankly, desperate to air one's dirty laundry on a blog that was not intended to be used as such. But I'm shitty at pretending to feel a way that I don't and really shitty at making small talk when I'm having one of these 'episodes' so I just had to give in to the word vomit and hope it didn't make me look like too much of an ass. Thanks for putting up with it.

So anyway, this is still not an outfit post because I haven't worn makeup in 3 days and I've been hiking and painting my bathroom (both very therapeutic, I promise), but at least it's a pretty backdrop and I sort of brushed my hair. My mom and I hiked the Land's End trail which takes you right to Ocean Beach and the Cliff House (both of which are San Francisco landmarks). If I ever required additional proof that exercise is good for your mood, I got it today. I started the hike feeling generally shitty and near tears and ended it in high enough spirits to make off-color jokes about The Jonas Brothers' sexual orientation! Seriously, that means I felt better. My happiness is directly related to other people's misery. I am a lovely girl.

So here's to hoping I'm at the tail end of this fucking snafu. Hopefully the weekend will refresh me and bring with it the sudden urge to really get dressed again. 

22 comments:

  1. Oh definitely are troubled days for all us bloggers, girls.. OMG many things going on!!!
    For you see, besides all of the University I found love, you believe? Oh that desire to scream to see if things calm down..
    Anyway, these days will pass and we return to the makeup and clothes.

    Be well my dear.
    Love,
    Jamily.

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  2. I hope you are feeling yourself again soon - I usually get like that around October - The last time I ended up just crying all over my boyfriend for no reason.

    And don't worry about the airing your dirty laundry thing - it could be much worse - you could have given Ricki Lake a call.

    I want to go to San Francisco! It looks amazing! Have a good weekend :) x

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  3. these photos are beautiful.....

    I hope that you feel better and that you have an awesome weekend:)

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  4. have a good weekend! nice to find ur blog ;)
    xxx,
    G&L

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  5. dude, you look really hot when you're filled with angst.
    but seriously, call me when you feel like that!
    xoxo

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  6. There are just some days when it's too damn hard to put on pants. I feel ya.

    But chin up, sunshine, you're loved by the big, anonymous internet world- if all that free love doesn't help, I'll send a cake.

    xx, Allie!
    missmaterialist.blogspot.com

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  7. You'll survive this because you are someone who knows how to make things happen. I believe in you- the jagged-tooth Shamu (above) will not get you. Not on my watch.

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  8. hope you feel better :) every now and then, in the evenings, i feel like i can't cope with everything i have going on. so i don't! i have a cocktail, go swimming, or go to bed, and then in the morning all of a sudden i want to blog again...

    oh and i didn't get any sunglasses, you were right about the ordering online thing, i went to try them on in the store first, of course, and hated them all! i bought some at urban outfitters instead.

    anyway, feel better!

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  9. Feel better! Hope that lovely scenery cheered you up!

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  10. oh dearr.. i felt the same way too when my online shoes didnt fit with my feet. but its okay, next time will be better i swear.

    hmm, what do u think about my shoes.. is it good? i designed it by my self. =)

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  11. glad to hear you're feeling better! these photos are beautiful, california looks so lovely.

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  12. I don't know, just can supose... But he is gorgeous man!

    FM~FP

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  13. What beautiful scenery. I would love to travel to a beach and get some hiking in. It definitely helps make me feel better too.

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  14. sorry hun. i hope you feel better. we all freak out sometimes.

    the scenery shots are beautiful. sometimes i get sick of the city and i miss pretty scenery.

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  15. Love love love the neutral tones of that necklace! It's so summery. Hopefully the weather in England will pick up soon so I can wear stuff like this too!

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  16. Beautiful! I woul like to visit San Francisco one day..

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  17. j'adore !! so beautiful im so jealous !! its my dream to see san francisco ;)
    Boubou x

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